Sick?
I don’t know if it’s because of the fact that I was demotivated yesterday, but I’m feeling horrible, my head is about to explode, my nose is full and running, but not fast enough to win any prizes, such as becoming an empty nose ;-)
Would my mental state have such a big influence on my physical wellbeing?
If so, what would I be able to do about that? How can I prevent myself from being “touched” by things that matter to me? My work is always important to me, I feel responsible. If I try to do something right, and even go out of my way to make sure I do things the best possible way, it hurts even more when you get yelled at.
If I don’t care, and only do what I’ve been told, I hurt myself by not being the best person I can be. If I feel that I’m not giving my boss everything that I can, I don’t enjoy my work at all. I hate it when I’m not alowed to think for myself, so I tend to do that anyway.
I’m not helping anyone by not thinking, but on the other hand, by thinking for myself, I get into “conflicts” so easily. Maybe it’s something in my tone of voice.
Nice one for my resume, “Weak points; My tone of voice tends to be misinterpreted. When I’m making a remark it’s sometimes percieved as a (rude) comment. I am aware of that and trying to work at it.” ;-)
Now, as I am home anyway, I’ll try to look for new jobs :-) First, update my resume