• Apr 15

Just reflecting

A reply to one of my older blogpostings made me re-read my oldest blogpostings on this site.
This post really got me thinking. Although I am still not setting the bar to high, I am not being carefull enough with the current year. I really should be more carefull with my slate. I don’t want more than I can accomplish, I am very happy with the little joys that make life worth living, but still, I’m finding it difficult to see those little things all the time.
I’m a winer by nature, I am happy with the work I did in my garden and the compost bin I installed (and mostly filled already), but all I could do afterwards was complain of the muscle ache that resulted from getting the darned thing over to my house from the store…
In retrospect I wonder what it is that makes me unable to see the good parts.
In a couple of months I will have very good furtalizing ground, the muscle ache will be forgotten, it’s much better for the environment than just disposing the rabbit dung in the garbage and I can go on and on… Why is it so hard for me to see all those good things sometimes?
Am I the only one with a mind like that?

I usually assume that I am a positive person, in a way, I am. I always assume the worst and get very positive results ;-) (Either the outcome is positive, or positive on my initial assumtion: ;-) Just kidding…
Seriously, I consider myself a positive person, sure, I can get angry, upset or hurt, but I hope that I do see the bright side, I’m just wearing the wrong set of shades I supose…
Over the easter weekend, I intend to locate the right shades. Anyone who cares to come over and help spring-clean my house to locate them is more than welcome ;-)