• May 9

Tired, happy, thoughtful…

I’m tired beyond anything I ever imagined… (Here I go wining again, I appear to have woman-ish features sometimes)
Actually, it’s not so bad, spring is in the air, I’m incredibly cheerful, specially if you take my sleep depreviation into account… (Boy, do I not feel like minding my spelling or using ispell right now)
The lack of sleep was for some good causes though, maintenance, generally fooling arround on the Net and helping someone with a Dutch course… Yes, I do mean fooling arround, do you mind?

In bed early today though, I wanna sleep, but I don’t. I’m bored, but I’m not… Leonard Cohen is helping a bit… So is Eugene Ruffolo
You’ld be so easy to love
You’ld be so easy to come home to
Just like the song sais and I will believe
Untill the sky opened up and that thing came falling through
It should be easy enough
Two people meet and they fall in love
What should be easier than that
Loosing myself in the wonder of your kiss
How I long to loose myself like that again. On the other hand, I don’t want to… Someone said that I was interested in a relationship. I’m not, I’m just not into mindles meaningles sex anymore I guess…

And then there is Brian Adams…
(I wanna) do to you what you do to me
Do to you what you do to me
Although the latter is on a completely different conversa…^Wsubject ;-)

Meanwhile, in happy happy land… I have so much stuff I want to put down, so many thoughts I want to share. Because they got me thinking and might get you thinking… A man running laps in Timberland shoes, a man walking by, bare feet. The difference there… The thoughts that went through my mind because of it… (Those shoes look much to heavy to run on… Oh boy, better not run over that bum, my, poor sodd, the road must be hot on his feet… And the thoughts about society, life the universe and everything)
I have posts that I want to make, about life and the way I percieve it…
Maybe I should start preparing some of them, long posts, difficult posts, posts that have been in my head for quite some time now.
I’m searching for the proper tone of voice… Funny, serious, sad… I think it will be a combination of all of these…

For now, I’ll do some research ;-)
Have a good night!