Faragon's blog

This day makes… I thought it could only get better after yesterday… But it’s^wI was wrong! I don’t know why, but everything just came at the same (lousy) time. I was semi-cheerful when I got up… I wasn’t even in the office for more than two minutes and I started crying allready. All my boss [...]

If I turn away from it all hard enough, will it all go away? If I wasn’t such a screw up at stuff that I really make an effort at, what would that change? If I could live up to the expectations people have of me, would I feel better about myself? If I knew [...]

Hmmm, been thinking of spiders all day long… If I have to get me a spider, can I get this one: ;-)

Why does the human brain look for the easy way out? Why does the human mind not take into cosideration what all these choices bring in the long run? I’m sitting on a couch, watching tv. Getting up, going home and to bed is a huge effort at this point ;-) Yet, I know hanging [...]

I want a spider… My current musquito catcher is not comfy anymore… My dog wouldn’t hurt a fly, really, she wouldn’t, except for flies and musquitoes of course ;-) As I was just dozing of to sleep, she ran into the bedroom, chasing a musquito… As she jumped to catch it, she landed on my [...]

Damn, there went my good mood. We just lost to Portugal, our World Cup is over. Better luck next time. Better players next time I hope. Better team might work too… Bastards, how can you have so many opportunities and not take a single one? *sob*

I was just thinking a little while ago… (And no, it didn’t hurt as much as I would have expected, I should do that more often!)
I was thinking about TV shows I like, Red Dwarf for instance. This is rather strange humor, the first season is really blunt, and it becomes progressively more subtle. The entire series is brilliant if you ask me.
Each of the caracters has their own hilarious features. I like them all, but I have a soft spot for Lister and the Cat in particular.
It’s strange, I have a sense of humor (or at least I like to think so), but I don’t know where it comes from. Red Dwarf is not something I can imagine either of my parrents will like.

On Monday I felt like life was just to overwelming, everything got to me, my house, my pets, my work, everything. On Tuesday, I had a little talk with a friend. I told her what happened on Monday and how everything sometimes can just be way too much. She had a little story to tell. [...]

Seriously, it is sooooo much easier to give up smoking when you’re not at work. I’m fine all by myself at home, being not surrounded by smokers, or things that remind you of smoking. Maybe I should re-read Allen Carr’s book again…

It’s five AM in the morning, I’m wide awake, hungry, bouncy and in a rotten mood. I’m going to be tired in an hour or so, if I stay in bed, I’ll fall asleep and totally oversleep. If I do get up, I’ll be fine, I might as well go into the office at seven [...]