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Listed are the posts for January 2007.

Turning a blind eye?

A little while ago, I wrote about getting yourself in a hypnotic state whilst doing ordinary things. Today, I noticed I had turned a blind eye on ordinary things.
I was cycling home and there was a huge road blockage. I thought it was strange, because by the looks of it, it was obvious that some [...]


Holy f*cking Jezus!

OK, I usually don’t swear in the name of the lord… (Well, maybe I do, just not with the “F-word” in the same sentence)
Anyway, this startled me… A bang so loud it would have had me sit bolt upright in bed, if I hadn’t been sitting up already.
I could actually feel my *water*bed vibrating with [...]


No happy endings?

I wrote “Basically, I’ve been waiting for my happy end for too long. I was watching a couple of romcoms yesterday with Addison^Wa friend and I realised that there is no happy end. Not yet anyway.
I will just live my life as if it’s a comedy from now on. A movie, catchy dialogues, hilarious adventures, [...]


Whow…

Life is so beautiful sometimes.
Seeing the sun rise over Europe, the deep red of the sky, the grey fields of clouds under you, brings a whole new perspective to the words “good morning”.


The deep, dark and romantic corners of my mind

I should be packing. I want to get some shopping in, before getting my cousins out of “kinder garten”…
It’s funny how being in Geneva always makes me hungry. I eat about two times as much as I do in Amsterdam. My grandmother said that the brain takes up quite a lot of energy. To me, [...]


A reply…

In reply to Cailin Coilleach’ comment on this post…
Cailin, I’ll live :-)
(God, the effort to find the right keys is terrible)
I’ve had more comments on my analogy, everyone loved it, and I’ve used it for years ;-)
It’s funny how life can work out though… I was really happy with the way things were going, but [...]


Reallz…

Reallz, this is what happens when I tzpe normallz on this kezboard.
No interpunction marks are in the right spot, half the letters are weirded out and I canàt find the tilde anzwhere on the kezboard. )quite anozing when zou use it in the password for zour own blog=
One new password later and Iàm back on [...]


Soooo…

And suddenly you remember why you weren’t in the dating game anymore.
I decided I didn’t want relationships, for “now”, about two or three years ago.
I was right to do so.
I’ll take the lack of sex with a bright smile again :-)
I don’t do sex without feelings, it’s like eating a cracker when you’re really hungry, [...]


Insecure?

“Ignorance more frequently begets confidence than does knowledge.“
  - Charles Darwin
I know I’m insecure, insecure about my abilities, insecure about my appearance, insecure about basically everything.
I know I’m being stupid about all of that in a way. People keep telling me I’m great at just about anything I do, I look awesome (if I make an [...]


Life has it's funny ways

Life has it’s own funny little ways of sorting itself out again.
A few days ago, I thought a dear friend was lost forever. Turns out, I was wrong. I was really upset and hurt by the way things were going, but it was fine in the end. I even have the feeling that this brought [...]


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